November 1st, 2008 (30)

All Saints Day! What a day to remember all those who have gone on before us!
Hi everyone,
I have had a pretty hard week, so I have not really checked in. I have had a few side effects that are building up. I started anti-biotic yesterday, so I hope that helps. The bones are not happy... they are ready for chemo to stop...:) Just 4 more!!!! Wahhhoooooooooooooooooooooooo

I was talking with quite a few ladies this week who are going through, or have finished going through, what I am doing now. One thing they all agreed on is how many "so called" friends just left them during their treatments. How they got one or two e-mails from those who were suppose to be their best friends, and that was it. They were talking about how they had to forgive and forget those old friends, and move on.
Well, I just listened. I felt so blessed. I can honestly say, I have only had one "friend" leave me totally behind. I think I got some " e-mail" from her too. That was it. She is out of my life forever because of it( because I cannot have that in my life now). BUT<----- That is it. You all have been there every step of the way. I have been prayed over, written to, called, etc.... I have had so many people treating me so kindly.
I felt so sorry for these ladies and could not imagine how anyone could leave a friend who needs them the most now.

A HUGE thank you to all of you who have been with me. I had one person say goodbye forever.. and about 100 or more of you saying.." I am here"
Thank you very much! I helps me keep positive and moving forward!

Just had to tell you all that.
Love... Laura

Grandkiddos for Halloween... A Little Horse and a Little Cat.
This was the first year I did not get them their costumes.. I really loved doing that the last two years... but this year... Grandma Laura is on hold...